420mg tonight. Trip report incoming.

No idea when I'll dose, so check back periodically. Probably around 9-ish (4:30 now). Plan is to smoke, chill out, and listen to pros and cons of hitchhiking. I have some dollar tree jells (24 packs of them to be exact) that I plan on soaking, then cutting to drink the liquid and avoid the gel (I know it tastes awful, but it's really not too bad for me)

4:42:first cup of grape fruit juice down, I've decided to post some pre dose events that are significant. Gonna go soak the caps I need for tonight and maybe smoke some weed

8:30: working on the caps now. About halfway done. Will smoke after that. Took a benadryl 10 minutes ago

8:40: caps down, smoke time

9:03: Apparently They Were Traveling abroad. Feeling real trippy, smoked half a bowl. Visuals are getting weird. I'm moving away from the border

9:22: ok yes

9:22: finished sexual revolution i think. Nauseas but took more dph and smoked some weed. Feeling good. Feeling god

9:30: gone fishing

9:35: FUCK IT THEN! TAKE THE KIDS BACK TO TOWN! MAYBE I'll see you around...

10:03: fucked up. Good way. Forgot about you guys sorry. Thank God for autocorrect. More weed. Head is spinning and neauses, but not overwhelminfoverwhelmingly so. Feeling good about tonight, I finished pros and cons. The Wall next maybe, or some Syd stuff

10:12: Sheldon Plankton labial clamps came into my head.

10:28:gone gone, the bigger they come, the larger her hand till no one understand, why for so long she'd been gone

10:51: double vision and shpongle woop

6:16: don't know how much longer I was up. It was awesome, I kept having mini dreams, almost like dph but not scarry (I only had 50mg in me so it shouldn't have been noticeable). When I looked at something, the rest of my environment faded out and was replaced with somewhere else. I would watch myself do something like go outside or use the bathroom, only to realuze I was in bed. Visuals were insane. Whenever i got a reply on here, it felt like hours since i posted what you were replying to, and then as i wad thinking avout how long it had been, it would start to feel like i did it seconds ago. Never even puked. Just woke up, not sure how I feel, but definitely different. Fun experience over all. Best time so far!

Worse part of the trip: reminiscing about childhood, all my old friends and schools. As I remembered all the good time, I realized I am NOTHING of what I left there as. It all started with seeing the word "drugs." on my wall. The word felt scarier, like it did back in dare, and I began to realize all my old friends were good straight edge kids like I was before moving and being bullied into silence and agony. What would all my friends think if I walked into them now, stumbling off of cough pills and smelling like pot. But then, Hellboy by lil peep came on. They don't even know what I've been through.