In short rehab was a great experience for me and im greatful for it as i have sworn off drugs and alcohol. This even includes smoking weed which is especially hard for me. Anyway i already made it a predisposed notion in my mind since the first time i got a hit of some real L that psychedelic substances when used in moderation are greatly beneficial and there for are a medicine to me. Once i got out of rehab i was (and am currently) having a difficult time staying away from drugs and alcohol. Yet i was able to get a hit of L from a very close friend of mine, who keep in mind was not letting me hit his weed and wasn't offering me any kind of drug or even the L to begin with. After that point i pretty much ended up here as when im typing this. I also took some melatonin which i strongly recomend to literally anyone this combination is god. After some good Midnight T, Liquid Stranger, and Tool (those dont really go together well but hey music is music lol) sessions i ended up writing this
My mind is the only thing i will have with me for the rest of my life. My consciousness created itself and will determine what it seasing to be feels like. Everything i can see, taste, touch, smell, and hear are all things known uniquely to me. Trough countless eions of time and infinite (and ever expanding) space my consciousness came to be right here and right now. Whether or not that could mean the same after death is the ultimate question. But is it worth answering? Hell no im too worried about me being me to be infatuated with metaphysics and religion.