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Yesterday around 5pm I ingested about 20g of wet, premature shrooms (yes I'm an impatient fuck and couldn't wait for the veil to break). I had my fiance sit for me and at about fifteen minutes after ingestion she joined me in the car. We drove through Taco Bell and got food for her since I had been fasting most of the day and she hadn't eaten yet. At this point I began to see textures shifting. The taco Bell drive through let's out near my University and I could see swirling patterns in the trees across the street as well as in the grass. After this we drove to a nearby park that is almost always empty. I had to use the restroom and there was one at this park. Once we arrived and I got inside the restroom there was peeling paint over the concrete floor and this was where the visuals really began to kick in. I could see the spots of grey concrete moving like bubbles across the blue painted floor. After I exited the restroom I got my first experience with a transition on a psychedelic and man was it wild. Opening the restroom door I was instantly hit with the color and light from outside. My fiance and I walked around a bit at this point and I remember seeing the branches on the trees swirling around me. The ground was breathing and I spent quite some time starting at dry cracked earth which to me looked like an infinite fractal maze which extended all the way down to the smallest levels I could see. At this point things began to get intense and I sat down on the ground and just let the forest happen around me. I remember hearing everything moving around and seeing not a whole lot of visuals after that. I was feeling intensely heavy and ended up laying down on the grass. My fiance had gone to the restroom after I sat down and came back at this point. I said I wanted to go to a different park where we could see the sun setting over a lake (West Texas sunsets on shrooms are absolutely gorgeous). I don't remember much of the drive there but once we arrived I remember going outside but the wind chill was pretty bad so we got back in the car. This is the point where things kinda get fuzzy in my mind. I remember sitting in the car watching the painted sky and sliding further and further down into the chair until I was no longer able to see the sky. I seem to remember leaving myself and wanting very much to be asleep. I fought the urge to sleep as I didn't want to waste this experience and I lost track of time (I believe it was dialating quite a lot because only 30-45 minutes passed in real life and I felt what felt like hours go by). I remember my fiance trying to talk to me and not being able to speak back. It felt like words were getting lost between my mind and my mouth. I could understand and form responses, but I could get them out of my mouth and ended up just mumbling and not communicating very well. After this I remember a gradual sensation of realizing I was back in my body. I moved different parts of it like they hadn't been under my control in years. As I came to we began to head back towards home because I became convinced I wanted to go lay down in my room. As we were driving back I realized this would be a terrible idea since my roommate was there and likely going to be yelling at his computer for the next few hours. After a bit of deciding, we chose to go to Walmart to get a face mask my fiance wanted and get cash back to pick up some cannabis and I wanted to smoke and try to get back to where I was before. Ultimately this didn't work and the cannabis only caused confusion, but I am still sort of at a loss as to what happened in the car. I seek to remember existence without remembering who I was, but I don't remember undergoing any sort of ego death, it was more just like I forgot about who I was for a minute and partook in a mindless state of existence. Anyway that was my first mushroom experience. Has anyone had a similar experience to this? I'm pretty confused and at a loss as to how to make sense of what exactly happened.
EDIT: Here is a more complete version where I added details I had forgotten and included what happened the rest of the night. I'm working on timestamps after which point I may update this main post since it's gotten so much attention.