Long text post, scroll to the end to see the questions
So, on NYE my GF and I decided to try ecstacy for the first time. We informed us about it's effects and how it works and we had four friends who already rolled before with us, two of which were sober. Our pills were green pacman containing 136.1mg of MDMA*HCI.
Anyway, we both took half a pill at about 10pm so we could experience the fireworks while on it (and boy it was awesome). I started to feel it after about an hour. My vision started to get a bit blurry and I started to get very tired/weak (a bit like I was drunk or very, very tired). I was thinking to myself "shit, what have I taken there?" but I tried to convince myself that that was normal and that it will kick a bit later. My girlfriend wasn't feeling anything at that point.
Fast-forward to about 11:30pm. My girlfriend was feeling sick as if she was to vomit. It got worse and worse and somewhere at this point it started to kick in for me. It was one of the best feelings ever and I just wanted to do something and I wanted to talk to someone (luckily, one of the friends who were sober went on a little walk with me).
A few minutes before midnight it started to kick in for my girlfriend as well but it wasn't anywhere near close to what I was experiencing (she was a bit happy but that was it, according to her). The fireworks were still great for her though, so nothing special to talk about there.
Another fast-forward, this time to about 1am. I was rolling like hell and really loving it. I loved everyone and everything but I don't think I have to explain how that feels like to anyone here, lol. My girlfriend wasn't feeling much anymore so she decided to take the second half of her pill. However, that didn't do anything and she wouldn't feel this typical mdma feeling for the rest of the night. After that, we went to a club because according to the friends who were with us, music and raving is awesome on E.
I decided to take my second half of the pill about 45 minutes later, when it started to get weaker for me. Then, after 20 minutes or something like that, I started to get dizzy and weak again, just like when I first started to feel it that night. But another 20 minutes later it kicked in and this time it was even stronger than the first time. I felt awesome, like I could do anything and like everything was perfect that night. I didn't want it to end, I just wanted to do something and yes, raving was epic on E. She was still not feeling anything at all (and I was really feeling bad for her because I wanted her to experience this as well).
Anyway, here are my questions:
- Is it normal that my girlfriend wasn't feeling much that night? We had the same pills so what could be causing this? We both ate at the same time and pretty much the same amount and neither of us was on any medication.
- Is it normal that I am almost constantly thinking about it for the last few days and that I sometimes even get small waves of "happiness" like if I was still rolling but much much weaker?
- Is it normal that I just want to tell everyone how good it felt (I texted three people how high I was that night. Luckily, all of them knew I was doing stuff like this)? That's probably also why I have written this long-ass text explaining how the night was like, lol.
- And, finally, what's the recommended time period between two rolls? Some sources say 1 month, some say 2 and some even say 3 or more. I loved it and I definitely want to do it again but I want to be in the safe side and I also don't want to build a tolerance so that the effect isn't as awesome anymore.
Sorry for the long post. I appreciate any answers, have a nice day! :)