Hey guys, first time poster here and loving the community so far :)
So back in October I went to my first ever rave and did two pills for the first time (one was a lips pill and the other was called an emoji pill).
I was always skeptical about trying MD because I wasn’t sure if i’d throw up loads and I heard the comedown can be bad, but jesus!
I started with half a pill and I only noticed the effects when I went outside and started looking at all the street/car lights. They looked hella bright and they were pulsing in front of my eyes, and I felt ok at this point so I took my other half of the lips pill.
At this point we stopped to talk to this random group of guys (and I dropped the second full pill) who had done every drug under the sun (and I mean EVERY drug). I’m usually quite socially awkward when it comes to talking to strangers but I felt as if I could say anything to them and they were laughing at all the jokes I was cracking and seemed like really nice guys.
Now the second pill hit me really hard and my eyes felt super wide. I started feeling a tingling sensation all over my body and I was stumbling back and forth, thinking to myself ‘what the fuck is this?!’. But I loved it, I had never felt so much energy in my body at once, it was amazing.
Fast forward to December 15th -> I went to see a DJ in London called Patrick Topping who my friend (who rolls a lot) told me did the best music to roll to. Obviously I had only done pills once and this time I had 1g of MD crystals that we were going to bomb. My friend made me up 3 fat bombs (looked about .3 in each but im just guessing).
Anyways I thought screw it I didn’t throw up last time so i’ll manage, I took my first bomb at midnight. After waitng two hours and seeing the rest of my friends rolling hard, I still felt nothing. The rest of the guys took their second bomb so I did as well, waited an hour. Still nothing. (It was about 2am now)
I jumped down off this big stage and went to get a drink, but on my way to the bar I saw this really cute girl so I started dancing with her. She said to me ‘I’d kiss you but it would smear all my lipstick’, which I was dissappointed at but I said ok and kept dancing with her for another half hour or so. One of my friends came along and saw what was happening, so he puts his arm around me and says ‘we’re gonna get you laid son, lets go buy these girls a drink’. So we go with the girl i’m dancing with (we’ll call her shelley) and her friend and sit down with the drinks.
I thought to myself that maybe the other guys had dropped their third bomb by now, so I cheekily put it in my mouth and swallow it down. I am sat with Shelley talking for another half hour (it’s just after 3am at this point) and all of a sudden I feel a massive surge of energy come over my body and the tingling is back again. I think to myself ‘oh fuck here we go, all three bombs have hit me at once’. I just keeping looking at Shelley with really wide eyes saying ‘fuckin hellll this hit me so hard!’.
Then I don’t really remember what happened but it turned out I had lost my friends for the last two hours which they told me when I found them again on the dance floor, so I was dancing with them for a while and they said that it looked like all the muscles in my face were failing and my eyes started to roll into the back of my head, but I just felt like I was on my own planet and it was amazing. My friend (who was the closest with me out of everyone) dragged me off the dance floor and we went outside for a cigarette because he told me I needed to calm down.
So we are there smoking this cig and I feel my phone vibrate and I have a text from Shelley asking where I am. Now I don’t even remember giving her my number or that I had even interacted with her until she sent me this, so I was very happy to remember that she wanted to find me again. She comes to the smokers area and we keep talking for a bit, and it gets to 6am and all my friends are telling me they want to go back and do some K.
I end up queueing for the coat room with Shelley and she asks me if I want to go back to hers, to which I reply hell yeah, and you know the rest! Thankfully I managed to get it up after about 45 minutes.
I have rolled once since then on a combination of pills and crystals, I don’t know why I was ever so skeptical about it, it is literally the best feeling in the world and I am so much more socially confident on it!
Hope you all enjoyed reading my life experience with rolling so far, I am doing it again this week and cannot wait :)