So, i've been living on a intership abroad, had a lot of fun nights, clubs, dancing getting wasted etc. But me and my friends always felt like maybe we should get something more serious, that will remind us of this time forever.
2 Of my friends took MDMA in powder form, one of them bombed it, the other one mixed with his water and kept drinking. I took a half a pill of Don Perigon logo ecstasy pill that one of my friends took before. This was about 1:40 AM, and we were in this big rave garage/dungeon party with a lot of trance/techno music.
Now i never liked this music before, i found it hard to dance to when not on drugs, and i was disgusted by all the high people dancing violently. But shortly enough i knew myself what they were feeling.
The come up:
Roughly 1 hour later i started feeling some effects, getting more energy, couldn't stop dancing, my friend started making out with a girl and they left in like 10 minutes, so thats -1 bro in the beginning of the night. It was me and my other friend left on this roll/trip. We kept talking to each other to let us know how we feel. He was very calm and he said it's a very weird trip, like a rollercoaster. He never had anything like this.
Meanwhile for me it was a complete up coming, i started dancing even more, colors got sharper, when i closed my eyes i saw all the moments i almost died in my life, then i saw my childhood years, then i saw my hands in sort of 3 dimensional space where everything is just a shape. Then i got very talkative and expressed my love to my friend and that i will miss him. This was in another country and i tried talking to other people about what they took, a lot of them just said pills and didnt talk much back. Everything kept going up and fast.
EUREKA!
Then everything slowed down. I had not a lot of energy left. I was standing right next to the stage. Felt this bliss moment where i felt that my dick head and my brain started illuminating, burning sensations i couldnt understand what it was. Shortly after they beat was getting more intense and i was coming to my peak. Basically my stomach stopped working, i felt nausea and weakness, but when it HIT. Oh my god.... I stopped in the middle of the crowd completely still, grabbed my head, and just stood there. It's really hard to explain this moment since i don't remember it clear, but it was amazing and awful at the same time. Instantly after that i said to my friend: "Bro im fucking tripping balls right now" he offered to go outside. It was so hard walking, i felt like i didnt feel my face or see anyone. It's like i was passing trough time. I was very weak for a while i just sat down outside.
The Come Down
I was sitting outside, and felt a few things that i did before but i was calm. I didn't want to dance or do anything. A lot of people came by me asked if im ok, i just gave them a thumbs up. I spaced out for a moment there. My teeth, for a short period of time started grinding and shaking. It was something i read about. I can tell you that i still felt some come up effects, like spazzing out but i was so paranoid i literally thought i OD'd and im dying after that Euphoric moment. I was afraid, asking myself what the fuck is happening next. I got some water and sat for like an hour. Went inside and it all came down. I was looking for all these chicks before, now i felt absolutely no attraction. And unluckly enough i almost got a rebound whore from my friend, who offered me to go inside since my friend didnt want to do anything with her. At that point i felt like my dick is not working, like no magic is going to happen there. So sadly i had to regret it and decline her offer. Danced for another hour. Left the club at 5:10AM. Go home at 5:45AM and went to sleep.
Had some bowel movements now, overall feeling is weird, i dont feel hangover, but i dont feel fine. I will try to get more sleep since i woke up at 11AM, but i probably try to eat something.
This trip was fucking amazing and terrifying. I don't know if i will roll again, if i do i will probably do something different.