I’ve done MDMA once before. The second time i did it was my first time doing it at a gig. A rap gig. Me and my mate took the drugs 30 minutes before we got into the concert, while we were still in the line, because it took us both an hour to peak the first time we did MDMA together.
Turns out, we started peaking super quickly. It was all cool and amazing, but we were still in the line. That meant by the time the opening act would come on, we would be coming down.
Fast forward to the main act: Considering it was a rap concert, people were aggressively pushing, shoving, jumping on backs, the whole shenanigan. And considering i was coming down, this all felt like a massive attack. I had lost my friend to the other side of the crowd, and my, once friendly, surroundings starting closing in on me. To the point where I couldn’t physically get out.
But i did eventually. I went to the toilets, texted my friend, and stayed in there for at least 20 minutes shaking. All i felt was relief and comfort in isolation.
Does any one else, during their comedown, feel as if they’re super depressed, numb and demotivated to plan out their next steps?
I felt like if i started peaking during the opening act, then maybe this would have been a different story. The comedown made me feel as if i wanted to be in a calm environment as opposed to a majorly flashy one. or maybe that’s just me lol