BK-EBDP / Ephylone / N-ethyl-pentylone, or 3,4-methylenedioxy-N-ethyl-pentedrone report
T=4:54am
Dosed 50mg oral, last meal was like 2/3 hours ago (big meal)
t+0:12 might feel an onset right now, slightly more alert and appreciating music a little more. t+0:16 im definitely coming up, minor butterflies in my stomach. I keep bumping my head to the music.
I forgot to mention i also insufflated a really small amount (residue from crushing the 50mg), maybe 2-3mg.
t+0:25 mildly uncomfortable 'MDMA-like' butterflies in my stomach increased, I would describe this as slight physical anxiety combined with a little more sweating under my armpits.
t+0:28 this might be due to the fact I really have to take a shit.. Give me 10 mins lol
t+0:37 it did relieve but I still got the butterflies and minor sweating + more wakeful/alert. All very minor though.
t+0:50 ok so im still feeling like coming up yet with more pronounced butterflies lol and more sweating. Overall more alert and "into" the things im doing. (im giving GTA Online a go again after a long time)
t+1:06 effects seem to have plateaud, overall smooth stimulation with mild paranoia/anxiety, almost no jitters but I am experiencing vasoconstriction. No wonder as all im doing is sitting in this chair. I took some L-Arginine for that. I might try the nasal ROA for redosing but I have heard this is not really recommended at it's not that active nasally.
t+1:17 I notice im cold all the time, and the sweats aren't helping with that. I don't feel stimulated in a sense that I enjoy doing stuff, just plain stimulation with some paranoia. I do have a tolerance to caths and stims to some degree as I used hexen semi-often the last couple of weeks/days.
t+1:30 pondering redose
t+1:36 redosed 30mg oral and took some supplements/vitamins/minerals: Magnesium, zinc, a-l-cartinine, l-arginine and b vitamins
t+2:00 im feeling the redose, sweating dramatically increased, HR has decreased??
No real euphoria, I feel kinda lethargic even, frozen in place wondering what to do next. I am definitely stimulated but it isn't really smooth. I now get why this chemical has the 'meh' or 'cold' reputation. I don't feel talkative at all, but i could attribute that to set and setting (gaming on my own rn). On the other hand, I don't feel like talking to the people messaging me on my phone either..
10:40am - t+6:49 I just kept watching a show on netflix after smoking a joint and now I'm really lost at what to do. It was only on the come up that I felt some sort of rush, but otherwise I just feel empty this whole time. No emotion or empathy towards people or doing things.
I do have a history of MDMA abuse when I was like 16, not that crazy but it got to a point where I did it every week or every other week and I quit, but I still feel like I could have done some permanent damage. I wasn't looking to roll but just get a gist of what this chem is but to me even low doses of MDMA make me feel this way.. I would say empty or depressed. It can't be drained receptors right bc I am not depressed sober. Opinions?