DOSE:
T+ 0:00
50 mg
oral
MDMA
(powder / crystals)
T+ 0:00
oral
Magnesium
T+ 0:00
oral
Vitamin B-6
T+ 0:45
50 mg
oral
MDMA
(powder / crystals)
T+ 1:30
50 mg
oral
MDMA
(powder / crystals)
T+ 2:30
50 mg
oral
MDMA
(powder / crystals)
BODY WEIGHT:
86 kg
A First Experience With Ecstasy
Prior experience: This was my first time taking MDMA - my prior experiences with recreational drugs were limited to a sporadic handful of cannabis experiences (with varying degrees of success) and a microdose of mushrooms (which had no noticeable effect on me).
My guide for this trip was Kibble, who has used MDMA on many occasions - I felt very safe with the benefit of her experiences. She had tested the MDMA and weighed it into capsules. She recommended we ramp up the dose slowly for my first time in case of any adverse reactions. This seemed like a good idea to me as well. She also recommended we take magnesium (to lessen bruxism) and vitamin C, which we did with the initial dose.
Some 45 minutes after the first dose of 50mg, I had not noticed any effects (positive or negative) so we took the second dose. Shortly after this I started to feel a slight sense of unease and antsyness, which Kibble told me was normal. I decided that I wanted to look out of the window - the fresh air and flowers in the garden were pleasant. Soon after that I told Kibble that I couldn't stop grinning - a pleasant sensation.
Kibble and I had made a joint playlist of music we liked (half it songs that she likes, half of it songs that I like) - about 7 hours worth. We put it on random shuffle so neither of us would know what was coming up next.
At some point soon after the second dose, a string of songs I had chosen came up in a row. I think it was during this that the MDMA really started to kick in for me. I experienced a really lovely sense of elation and happiness - it was really living up to the name "Ecstasy". The closest similar experience I can compare it to is when I go running and the scenery is gorgeous, I feel like I can just run for hours, and the music is just perfect The closest similar experience I can compare it to is when I go running and the scenery is gorgeous, I feel like I can just run for hours, and the music is just perfect