DOSE:
T+ 0:00
15 mg
oral
Amphetamines
(daily)
T+ 0:00
200 mg
oral
Ibogaine
T+ 1:00
400 mg
oral
Ibogaine
T+ 2:00
300 mg
oral
Ibogaine
T+ 0:00
repeated
inhaled
Pharms - Fentanyl
(liquid)
T+ 0:00
Cannabis
T+ 0:00
Pharms - Clonazepam
BODY WEIGHT:
67.8 kg
I am writing this 48 hours after ingesting ibogaine. Keeping my fingers that I'll be opiate free two weeks + from now, but only time will tell.
I was on the couch in my room with my girlfriend watching over me. South Park Studios played during the duration of the trip, and the entire day after.
First, I'll tell you about my habit. I use a 1oz glass nasal spray bottle and put 18mg of Fentanyl Hcl (powder from a legitimate source, but not pharmeceutical) into 25mL of water. I would spray about half a bottle a day, and towards the end of my habit, it was like 1.5 bottles per day. My girlfriend was addicted too, but she's doing much better now. She was already ahead of me, but she was afraid to trip, so she decided to ween herself down. She's about down to 1/4th of a bottle a day, if that. Just for reference, about half a bottle is about 120 sprays. This has developed over ~1.8 years of abuse of various opiates.
I figured fentanyl has a half life of about 1 hour, so I decided that I could use up to the time of ingestion, just wait an hour after my last spray. Though I probably should have waited longer.
I was fortunate to find a way to get 3g of ibogaine for $600, much cheaper than most ibogaine treatments, and I learned how to do it through research, so no need for multi-thousands for this like other ibogaine treatments, I just didn't have a facility to go to, I was able to do it in the comfort of my own room, so it was nice to not have to go anywhere really.
Now, comes my treatment.
T:0 - 200mg - Felt light and fuzzy, immediately, withdrawal was erased from my senses, there already was no withdrawal even with this dose. Peripheral tracers started at the end of this period.
T:+1hr 400mg - my first real dose, for the first part of the hour, it was just as light as the first part, but about T+1:40-T+2:00 the trip started to really take on some intensity.
T+2hr 300mg - I'm at a total of 900mg in. My guide told me to do 1300mg, but I decided at 900mg was about all I could take. My guide told me to do 1300mg, but I decided at 900mg was about all I could take.