So i've gone to ultra every year since 2014 and each year i rolled every day. 2017 though... my group had a bunch of orange teslas and i probably took 2-3 per day, and on the last day i also took acid.. and was snorting the crushed pills by the end of the night. After the worst comedown ever and brain zaps, I haven't really felt the same since. My memory has become terrible and even after eating well and exercising, i just feel an emptiness no matter what im doing. Has anyone taken around the same amount or even more than me? I wish i knew the dosage, i just know the pill count. Do you think speaking to a doctor about antidepressants would help? I fucked up real bad and i don't know if i'll ever bounce back or feel engaged with the world like i used to be. I'm basically just interested in other people's experiences with irresponsible doses of MDMA