I've been a frequent user of ketamine for just over a year now and the one year anniversary of my first hole has just passed so I thought I'd share it with you guys. it was a Thursday night and I was with 5 close mates that all had high tolerance to ket. we started with 3 or four keys each and then a couple of lines. about 10 minuets after this we went up to my mates room to smoke a joint. When we got up to his room (which took around 20 mins cause we were all fucked) I stumbled over to the bed and fell on it closing my eyes. When I opened my Eyes I was not looking through my vision, I was in third person looking at me on the bed and my mates rolling the joint. at first I thought I was dead and freaked out but there was nothing I could do so I decided to ride it. after about ten minutes of this they put on some music and it settled me down and for the next hour I was in one of the best most tranquil state of mind I had ever had.
Now a year on and I have gone into the hole more times than I count, both recreationally and accidentally but still have not found that same feeling as the first hole
Start a thread with all your first time holes :)