A few days ago, I asked this sub if I should trip, I received mixed answers, and tripped anyways. Here’s the timed trip report, as you may tell it gets incoherent and I forget about it in the midst of the trip.
11:50Initial Dosing - 700mg 11:58head weight becomes noticeably heavier 12:03~things have become harder to focus on, and sedation seems to be seeping in 12:09-arms feel dislocated, trance state setting in 12:40 *anything u saw there are muffled vap, M. 987654321
It left a bit to be desired, so I’m recounting what I can remember in vague detail, enjoy!
I took the pills 6 at a time, drinking water after each gulp, I nearly throw up in this process. After this, I began watching YouTube videos to pass time. Anominous aura seemed to hang in the air, however at around 12:00 I was texted by my girlfriend to join her in bed, I move to the bed and lay beside her, she understands that I have dosed. I lay for a bit, but notice when I close my eyes my arms feel as if they’re floating farther away.
I update the log, get up, and realize I have a noticeable body high, and my heavy legs affect my balance. I walk back into the living room as I feel the warmth and detachment of delirium come in waves. I immediately notice that I can see glowing blue gnats floating around in random patterns, and the walls seem to be wriggling and breathing.
I begin hearing voices, and attempt to respond to them, not noticing I can only speak in whispers. I see my girlfriend on the couch, I attempt to talk to her, but she disappears after I look away for a second. This prompts me to walk into the bedroom, but as I walk in I close my eyes and begin visualizing myself in a completely different situation and in a different place with my girlfriend. In her words, I stood beside the bed whispering incoherently until I suddenly said out loud “[Girlfriend], he’s coming”. This prompts her to yell at me to leave her alone so she can go to sleep, I hesitated, but eventually left.
By this point I was having full blown hallucinations, and voices/noises of no origin were constant. I walked into the living room, to see spiders and roaches crawling from out of under the table, couch, and chairs. I freeze up, look away, and look back to see they’ve disappeared. I see and hear my girlfriend everywhere, sitting in different seats, I can speak to her in whispers, and she responds/reacts accordingly, but the moment I attempt to touch her she disappears. This left me in moments of sadness and had me double checking her for days after. I eventually had to pee, and made my way to the bathroom, upon opening the bathroom door I’m greeted by the buzz of a cloud of gnats. They swarmed the lights, and maggots wriggled in the carpeted floormats. I pee, all while I can feel and see gnats landing on my arms and legs. I hurry out of the bathroom, because I can’t stand gnats.
I return to the living room, despite seeing small spiders everywhere, as well as a tarantula crawl out of my shoe. I continue hallucinating my girlfriend, and begin seeing shadowed figures move around in the background of my vision. I begin losing consciousness by this point, and pass out on the couch despite actively hearing music playing from no real origin.
At about 7:40 am my girlfriend went to work, and woke me up on her way out. I made my way to the bathroom, peed, and drew a bath. I remember the color tone of my vision kept shifting from cold to warm over and over. During the bath, I was kept from relaxing as I heard screaming coming from random parts of the house, and kept hallucinating the occasional gnat or fly. I got out of the bath at 8:30 and went to bed, I didn’t wake up until 4:30, and by then I only had a slight headache and nausea left over from the hangover.
I will note that i smoked weed that evening, and it had seemingly resurfaced the delirium. I felt the bodyhigh on a lesser scale, and began hearing muffled voices angrily shouting from what seemed like rooms nearby.
I’ve already joined the 700 club, and also dabbled in a 1000mg trip before, however this was the first trip I’ve truly hallucinated spiders. This was most likely my final trip, as I fear that it’s already taken a toll on my memory, as well as my physical well-being. I enjoy Benadryl, it’s basically a key to what horrors lie in the darkest of our minds, better than any horror films on Netflix that’s for sure.