My first time consisted of 2 very small crystals, I took the first crystal but after more than an hour nothing happened so I took another small crystal thinking I probably didn't take enough. After 3 hours in total it finally kicked in. At this point it was such a long time ago that I thought it probably had no effect on me and completely forgot about it so I had no idea what was hitting me. It kicked in pretty hard so I had to be accompanied by a friend for a bit because I was tripping but after a while.. holy shit it was just amazing. The lights, the music and people around me. Everything intensified 10 times. It was the greatest feeling I have ever felt.
Now my 2nd time will be a 235g pill and for some reason I am more nervous this time. My question is if there is anything different between a pill and crystals and should I do anything before hand? I would really like to have the same feeling if possible!
Do keep in mind I didn't know (still don't actually) much about mdma and had no idea what to really expect which is really stupid of me.. for example I didn't even have any gum or candy with me.