After an overwhelmingly successful extraction and the journeys which followed, My girlfriend and I had returned home. My girlfriend left to unpack her belongings and I did the same in my room. In the process, I came upon the vaporizer which we had used on four occasions to administer our product. Compulsively, I laid down into bed and began vaporizing what I suspected would be an underwhelming dose of the N,N-Dimethyltryptamine left over from our previous endeavors. I was quite wrong.
This fact became apparent after the first toke as my field of vision was pressed flat up against my eyes and the room rapidly became void of oxygen. Having entered into the experience lacking any expectation of the subsequent intensity, I was quite calm and tried for a second pull. The room was quickly becoming unrecognizable and my ears were subject to “a noise only teeth can hear,” as one of my dear friends would later put it. A third hit was possible and I accepted the invitation. Devoid of fear, a fourth toke presented itself with impossible lucidity before my body fell back and my head met the pillow.
There was a crystalline female entity waiting for me behind my eyelids. She was wild, innocent and playful. Most importantly, she was love. Aphrodite incarnate. Her form was conical, bell-like, with slender limbs in accordance to human proportion. She was pure white, seemingly two dimensional when stationary and lacked any sort of reflective properties or blemishes. Her face bore no resemblance to that of a human but she smiled at me nonetheless, an expression of love and tenderness which no hominid face could approximate. She was an angel, a guardian, goddess, the manifestation of love and youthful exuberance.
She goaded me into an alien, fractaline field of thick, tall grass, inviting me to pursue her through the dense forest of blades. We played tag for eternity. Under the intoxication of her playful vitality, I pushed aside the obfuscating grass, beginning to lose sight of her.
After a moment of searching I came upon her once again in a circle of matted blades. Though her anatomy was quite foreign, she seemed to be displaying herself in a manner of sexual invitation which radiated from her being, carried by overpowering telepathic waves. Lacking a corporeal form in this realm, I was not quite sure how to proceed. I stood comfortably for a few moments before making the mistake of opening my eyes.
I was back in my room, more recognizable than I had left it minutes before. Hoping to reclaim the scene, I shut my eyes once again and was greeted by a scene entirely novel and yet quite familiar.
I could have been in rural Oregon. There was nothing alien or otherworldly about the setting I now inhabited. It was raining lightly, the water collecting in shallow pools in the dirt. A mother and her two children of indeterminate gender were present. They were all adorned in winter clothes and rain boots. The children frolicked in the puddles as their mother supervised. There was a dirt road in close proximity and what appeared to be a farm and barnhouse nearby enveloped by forest and greenery. Nothing at all out of the ordinary.
I existed as a passive entity, invisible to the family and lacking any means of communication. A large mutt bounded into the scene, delighting the children. The hound seemed to sense my presence and circled my orb of consciousness, licking and sniffing curiously.
I opened my eyes once again and to an all too familiar room. I closed my eyes but was only met with the usual geometric patterns and supernal hues. The drug was losing its hold. I ran, still quite intoxicated, to my girlfriends room to tell her what I had seen. ... Sally was the first name which entered my mind when I considered the feminine entity of the first scene. That is what she will be known as henceforth. I have been shown impossible, extra-dimensional objects by various entities that I know I have no hope of bringing back to this world. Sally gave me something that I can keep; love. Perhaps not of the abundance which she possessed but love nonetheless. A quantity and quality of which I had never experienced prior to this journey.
I love you. Please reach out to me if there is anything I can do for you at any time.
Thank you for reading.