#Background Over the summer of 2017 i decided to venture into the realm of DMT. I had experimented with LSD during the last semester and got really into Psychedelics. I wanted to go into the next level. I decided to make DMT using MHRB and Vovin's tek. After one week - SUCCESS. I smoked the dmt through the glass vapor genie and the metal screens it came with mixing it with Bud. I was never really able to get myself to take the 3 hits over the summer - my mind was not ready yet so i save it for whenever i think i can handle it. I don't know how to explain it but i always got this anxiety before hitting it. This fear of not knowing what the fuck was going to happen. Am i really gonna see these beings - this shit scared me for some reason. Fast forward 5 months into November. I take 1.5tabs of LSD and go on a super bad trip. Very profound experience, i learned a lot about myself and who i was. What made it horrible was the 8 hours straight constant feeling of panic, anxiety, fear, self loathing, ego death, and loss of body. Once the trip ended, i learned i was ready for DMT now - nothing to scare me (Fear is an illusion).
#Before the breakthrough Fast forward a month into December. I'm ready to breakthrough now - i can feel no fear or anxiety towards the substance. I'm ready to see what this truth everyone speaks about. I have my trip sitter with me, this is the same person who first tried DMT with me over the summer. I am still using the glass vapor genie but i have used the liquid pad screen in order to just load pure dmt - no need to mix bud(more pure experience). I experiment my first hit with a 10mg hit to get a feel for how it is on the substance with your eyes close. I am really enjoying it. The anxiety, fear, and doubt is all GONE!! The colors are awesome, everything feels great. I hit 3 10mg trips and then i say thats it for the day. The next day I tell myself its time - time to breakthrough. I first start off with a 10mg trip to get a nice feeling for it. Beautiful. Now i'm ready.
#Breakthrough - before my eyes are closed The Genie is pack with 30mg. I grab the pipe and have my trip sitter hold the lighter and help me heat up the chamber. I hit the pipe with 3 solid hits. All i am focusing on is to get the DMT as fast into my system as possible. I am only hitting the pipe, not looking around, not stopping for anything, not thinking of anything except to hit this pipe. First hit, i inhale count to 10 then release. Second hit, i inhale and as i'm inhaling i am noticing how the pipe is getting more rounder, more shiny. The flame is getting more vivid and beautiful. My hands are appearing to have this brown tribal mud tint color - i know its working. I release after 10 seconds and go for the final hit. third hit i am inhaling and my hands are turning more realistic with more details. The flame is this amazing orange red color with such a crazy shape to it. I exhale after 10 seconds and boom i notice everything in the room is different. It has all changed, everything is perfect in shape. All the edges are more rounded and sharp. The walls have fractals on them now. My trip sitter now too has the tribal mud tint to his face and body. His head is more symmetrical and "prettier". I tell him, "time to blast off" and lay in my bed ready to fall asleep.
#Breakthrough I am shot through hyperspace really fast. Everything is super blurry with an array of colors just moving around. Kinda off like imagine the motion of your hand slowly moving a pool but with crazy amounts of colors and fractals and shapes. It feels like seconds pass then boom everything is crystal clear. I AM IN A ROOM!! The room is dark almost like everything is made of shadows. there are 5 black figures sitting in this room. Two figures are on the left side on this bench(It looks like a rectangle with perfect geometry). The other three figures are on the right side on the same type of bench facing the same box.
Imagine this: (the dashes is space between them)
|>Figure|------------------|>Figure|
|>Figure|----->BOX-----|>Figure|
------------------------------|>Figure|
------------------|>ME|---------------
This is kind of an overview of the two figures on the left side and 3 figures on the right side. all are facing the middle box.
The second i spot these black figures, the figure on the top right(view the asteriks) gets up. It walks towards me and looks right into my FOV. The way it was walking was no human. These things were like aliens. Its shape was like pointy kindaoff like a starfish maybe but it did not have a given set of appendages. When it was walking it was morphing and twisting. Appendages were coming out of it to give it a leg to step forward. It came up to me looked at me. Then pointed and indicated to me to give It a second (i don't know why yet). It went back to the box and appendages came out of It in order to pick it up. It brought the box back to me and pointed at it with one appendage and opened it with another. Once opened, these crazy shapes and colors started to come out. ENDLESSLY things were pouring out of this mysterious box. Things that made no sense - squares that were circles. All this crazy geometry was coming out, the geometry impressed me more than the colors to be honest. The contents were pouring into my field of vision and then i opened my eyes. It was over.
#Thoughts IT IS REAL WHAT I SAW WITHOUT A DOUBT. I SAW THIS THING COME UP TO ME AND PULL OUT THAT BOX IN FRONT OF ME JUST LIKE AS IF SOMEONE COULD DO THAT IN THIS REALITY. IT WAS THAT CRYSTAL CLEAR FOR ME AND REAL!!! IT IS REAL IT IS REAL IT IS REAL IT IS REAL IT IS REAL!!!!
This reality we live is not the only reality that exists, there are alternate dimensions with alternate beings. We exists just as much as they exist.