2598 firsthand reports from the community
9am, the alarm went on, ticking until my eyes opened. I was close to hitting snooze, but my mind was set to being productive for the day. I said, alri...
I started smoking weed everyday when I turned 18, I had a job and I could afford to smoke whenever I wanted. Problem was, I had been depressed since t...
When I smoke weed I eventually have a scary thought and it won't go away. It's like clockwork. After not smoking weed for months I smoke last night. A...
I went from being clean, working, having 10k in savings, getting ready to move house and get a better job. One day I ran into someone who had cocaine....
I can't believe that I'm about to earn my MBA. I had fucked up my life pretty bad. I flunked out of college and became a raging drug addict / alcoholi...
I hope its okay to post pictures, I'm just proud of myself and I wanted to show my progress from the first day of my journey to a year later today. I'...
I've never shared online about my struggle with sobriety from this substance, but I've shared with CLOSE friends (no family, they don't know about my ...
Today i'm 1 year sober from MDMA & cocaine. I have no one to share this with, so thought i would just post here, because i feel the need to say it som...
1. when you have a pile and you move it with a card or a razor or whatever, if it stands perfectly on the edge that the card was on, it's probably som...
Just had to share our experience from last weekend. My roommate had a few pills stashed away from the last rave he went to and decided to finish it of...
You wake up, eager to start your day with the intention of doing nothing but getting it over with. tonights the night Before you leave to do your days...
So this is an in depth version of the overdose that i talked about in my last story but before i start this i want to say that suicide is never the wa...
3/23 514pm I went to my friend's house for his birthday, he had 4 lines of "Molly" (2 for me, 2 for him.) As soon as I snorted it, my nose was instant...
Sorry if this is narcissistic but I just need to say it. I've been stuck in a rut for a while (10-20 years in some ways) and really depressed/numb wit...
Quick context: I have experience with psychedelics, namely LSD and salvia. I stick to pretty safe/responsible dosing and scheduling with MDMA -- one t...
So i've gone to ultra every year since 2014 and each year i rolled every day. 2017 though... my group had a bunch of orange teslas and i probably took...
It's weird, took like two hours to kick in. It's sort of not as intense as I expected but everything is just so fucking perfect it doesn't matter. I m...
So my first time rolling was at 31. I always scoffed at molly as a "childs drug" My wife and I did about 10 years of therapy in 30 minutes. I connecte...
I took about a third of a 200mg ikea pencil pill I had. It's not much but I just wanted to get a taste for what the drug was like You know those reall...
Music is louder and clearer Lights are brighter Sleep is deeper, I'm dreaming again! I just got a new car Saturday. Cars were my first love. I can smi...
