I tripped on 2cb yesterday, I didn't really know what I was expecting but I went into it thinking about maybe spiritually healing, and to gain an expirence. When I first tried 2cb I also took 40 mg, it felt sort of underwhelming, it was interesting and I was with a group of people, but I realise now how much deeper you can get when you are on your own for most of the expirence. Usually I am amazed and explaining my trips as they happen but I deiced this time to not get to excited and just let the expirence happen, just breathed through it and let it go where it wanted.
So I took two pills at 3 o clock, the whole come up was pretty similar to the first trip I had, slowly things wouod vibrate and I would make out eyes in most things, eventually turning to a more alien feel and things started to look much more alien and tentically. At around 4 I took the MDMA, This was where it started to become so crazy.
I was coming up on the MD, which felt so amazing, it felt like I was already so bolted, I was laying on my sofa feeling like I was traveling through the 4th dimension or our world, the 3rd dimension was traveling through the 4th dimension to I donno where but somewhere fucking alien and cosmic, those words stuck out to me to describe the expirence, alien, cosmic and galaxies. I can't really do anything better at explaining it than that. I'm not sure when but at some point in the trip I started smoking some joints with my fiends, Usually I actually have always found weed pretty intense and panicky, I have heard aswell about many people getting into a horrible state smoking weed while tripping, but It felt like I just should have, so I kept smoking, and it didn't feel like it had much effect on my body load or my head space, but it did feel like it would repal me deeper into the trip. It got pretty freaky and intense at times, but I just kept focusing on my dyaframic breathing, the MD made it feel amazing aswell which helped I think, I remeber at one point Steve-o was on TV and he looked like he had this long tentical arms and his neck was long like a skin coloured strange alien. Everything had these alien like visuals. I never saw them similar to this before apart from when I first tried 4 AcO DMT and I slightly could see similar aliens but with sharp teeth in everything. Not since then though. I could not see, but feel the effect of like a page getting another page stacked on top of other pages endlessly like when you pull up an error message on Windows and keep bring it up over and over without deleting the first one. My friend after I expirenced that actually asked me if I was seeing that same thing and it was just at the time I still was seeing / feeling it. But as I peaked on the MD, holy fuckk.
It felt like fun space traveling, flying through domensions and then suddenly there was a huge shift in everything. I thought the trip was coming down but the MD just peaked which caught me off guard and I had to compose myself. I started feeling like I was in some cosmic judgment room, a very profound alien place. At this moment I could see this pattern manifesting on the TV, I can not explain this what so ever, but faced merging together and bending and rotating shaped and patterns that rotated together and then fit into a place, the parts of the pattern that went diagonal seemed the most significant. My friend told me to come outside as I was suddnely incredibly wided eyed and trying not to gurn my face off as the MDMA was so intense and felt so good. I went outside and was suddnely face to face with all the nature, there were tall trees and thick grass. My frjends were playing a game where they threw the ball at each other. This suddnely kept getting more and more profound. Usually I am pretty uncomfortable in these states, and it's hard to keep my self stable just letting the expirence happen as it will, but this time it's like it happen and I was able to just stay calm for the first time and let it happen, but all I had to do was that! Let it happen. Its crazy how much that will effect the expirence.
At this point I felt like I was in the space that you go to on every trip, I felt like I knew exactly what this cosmic place was, and I'd had it in every trip but I have not seen this before to my memory. I saw this scrirrel stiring at me on our French, I said, You alright mate. Lol, and it kept staring. It felt like the creator was bending the world around and using this landscape to communicate with me. It felt like I had unfolded all my associations and realised that underneath everything there's only the one consciousness was left and sort of like a snack in the face feeling. Like wow I am doing all this exploring and learning just ot get all the way back here lol. It felt humours but profound and extreme. It was crazy. I can't explain what I was seeing it looked mostly the same but also not the same, just crazy patterns you see on Google but more like I felt then than saw them. And the sky felt like it was a window, like a window to a spaceship, it felt like I was looking out at a universe from a spaceship, or it wa sloping back at me. Like I was an Alien on this planet and it was a quick look back up sto see my old friends and family aliens reminding me I'm still here just completing this misson. After I sat in this place for so long, I felt all the emotion s ever! I wanted to cry in its beauty but it felt like such a pointless egotistical thing to do, I felt so oldly sifisticated and all knowing. It also felt almost like I imagine pergatory would, but not really as time still felt like it was moving but it did have a hint of entirnal waiting place. My friends said some things that sounded like the trip using my envirement to speak to me. It said some things, sort of making fun of me. Saying things like. "haha, I wonna take 2 pills" almost imitating a thought I had earlier but more emotional, rathionally I was thinking about how 2 pills would be pretty intense but as it was not the most intense trip I had one of the most gentle I'd say. And that gave me a sort of ignorance to the potential. But I don't belive we can ever really understand the potential when we are sober.
It's like this psychedlic realm never ends and I think I went deep but then it gets deeper and deeper forever. I sort of already assumed this but the trips keep demonstrating to me how ignorant I am to this just by being a human. All in all was defonitly a crazy trip and I do really like the way 2cb makes you trip. The hallucinations are so cool looking especially when you add the MDMA and the hallucinations can overtake what you see like a jumper became a cat to me for a small amount of time. But it was more like my envirement was coming alive. This might be pretty jittery I had this expirence yesterday. I just felt might be interesting to share.