I posted this on r/Drugs but wanted to post it on here too!
Let me start off that I usually only either drink alcohol or smoke weed. I've only tried nos once before and enjoyed it, so trying ecstasy was sort of a big deal for me.
My friends and I decided to go to this rave called Countdown (this was also my first time going to a rave). My friend, lets call her K, and I decided to create our own rave outfits, which consisted of just a tutu and a bra. So we arrive at the rave at around 7pm, wait in line, and finally get inside. We decide to take photos and get water. Once we actually got into the tent where the dj was, K and I took a quarter of the pill. It was a yellow snapchat and we both took it around 8. My trip sitter, we'll call him D, gives me gum to chew on. An hour goes by and i don't really feel anything, so I'm given another quarter. I feel a little disappointed since I think that it's not gonna work on me. We go outside to get some water and I then start to floor.
It first I couldn't really move, just stand still and stare aimlessly into the distance. K wanted me to dance with her but I couldn't find the energy to do so. However, when we went back into the tent, I was rolling pretty hard. I had a bandana over my face with vicks in it and I guess "tripping glasses" to intensify my trip.
What I first realized while rolling was how social I was. I'm usually not the type of person to go up to random people and talk to them, but while rolling, I walked up to girls and comment how cute they were. I would ask guys if I could sit on their shoulders and they were more than happy to. Everyone there was so nice. I was smiling and dancing to the music. I would also occasionally stop to get water cause I would be so dehydrated. We smoked a blunt and a joint as well which made me feel so relaxed.
It also felt really good to have people touching me and dancing with me. I would constantly ask people to dancing with us. I found it even more fun if you make out with people on ecstasy. I t didn't matter who it was, it was just fun. Like I kissed a few guys but even made out with a girl and my friend K for fun haha. I traded my snap with a whole bunch of people and even took photos with them.
The whole experience was so fascinating. I felt like I was on cloud 9 and I didn't want my trip to be over. I felt so much love inside of me and from everyone else. People were so nice to offer me water, vicks, massages, or to give us light shows. It was a lot different from getting high on weed because I sometime have paranoia or anxiety, but on E I didn't feel any of that. I was fucked up enough to have fun but not to the point where I couldn't understand what was going on. When I woke up the next day, my jaw was sore and my body hurt but I would love to trip again. The few days after taking it, I felt so happy with myself and my life which was interesting. Whoever says drugs make a person a junkie or a bad person is clearly mistaken, cause it definitely made me feel full of love :)