Let me preface this by saying that this not my first rodayo.
I've met Dimitri, and Lucy, quite a few times over the past few years. I have also been particularly enamored by fungus. I've been deep enough to be content with my life, generally speaking.
Having read a lot about Molly, I was pretty excited.
I'm not a very social person, so I opted to wait until I put the little one down for the night to get started. I took about a point orally and insufflated another point or so. My buddy gave me .5g and said eyeballing it was okay since half a g is not all that much.
Again, not my first rodayo, just my first time meeting Molly.
We smoked some bud, sipped on a little whisky, and went out for a ciggy. Not really feeling much at this point, just a little funky. My girl gets off work in an hour so I'm struggling with the prospect of not being ready to compose myself when she arrives.
I decide to knock it off with the bud and whisky and we do some nitrous instead. That triggered things. I felt so fucking good. The way it manifested was very unique. There was no anxiety like with other psychedelics. I felt safe and cozy at home. After about 20 minutes of hanging out, listening to Emancipator, doing nitrous and playing with my juggling sticks, I bumped the last half a point or so. This got me exactly where I was trying to get to.
It's difficult to describe the feeling. I felt very light, kinda floaty in a way. Everything I did was so satisfying, especially nitrous, mmm. I stayed hydrated, I kept my cool and had a great time. I did not feel the intense connectedness that others describe. Just a general openness. My buddy left and I just danced around the kitchen doing nitrous and just having a jolly old time. When my girl got home it was very easy to speak with her. It was more difficult to keep from rambling, but I did okay. Smoked a little bud and a ciggy (ugh, so awesome) and went to bed around 1, feeling totally groovy just meditating and snugglin with my woman. About an hour of lying in bed, content but not sleeping, I got up to take a shit that is definitely in my top 5 personal poops of all time. Finally fell asleep around 4 after getting up to pee a couple times.
Unfortunately I woke up to the feeling of shitting myself, waddled to the bathroom, and sprayed shit all over the fucking bathroom in the couple seconds it took to get my skivvies off.
Carefully hovered over the toilet so as not to sit on the shit spray I had just applied to the seat (as well as the wall and floor around the toilet), wiped that up, sat down and started typing this out.
I had to put the phone away to clean. Spent about 20 minutes cleaning shit from the wall, floor and myself, then disinfecting everything. As I'm finally washing my hands I notice that I'm still clenching my teeth and my eyes are still dilated, just about 12 hrs from ingestion at this point. Got back in bed and finished typing this out, waiting for my girl to get up and pee so I can shower without pissing her off.
Thanks for reading. Looking forward to doing this again (but I will wait a while) some people say a few weeks, others say a few months. Since I only did about 250mg, I will probably just wait a few days to do the other 250mg. Then wait quite some time before hanging out with Molly again.