871 firsthand reports from the community
Six days of FREEDOM!! 07/05/19 is my sobriety date and I am eternally grateful for it!! It takes what it takes. I picked up 11 desire chips to finally...
Almost got high today but I didn't. Don't really know what stopped me, maybe I was just too tired. But it scares me, but I am so relieved I didn't in ...
I didn't come here to brag, but to hopefully help someone who is struggling anonymously. I lost everything to dope, and when I began my journey throug...
I have been using meth for about a year and have always struggled with nearly every addictive substance I've tried. I am addicted to escaping my reali...
Fucking stupid man, I was working at a rehab. Practically running the place. I was a counselor. I had almost sixteen months sober. It all started with...
I've been clean from a meth snorting addiction since mid 2016. It was quite damaging financially, professionally, interpersonally, stretched over two ...
Last Friday my gf and I got a g of ice and had a good weekend. Which has become our weekly ritual. We get frustrated when plans don't work out for som...
If you want to use meth and do something other than hump the side of your bed for 3 days, then you need a routine. A proper routine will keep you heal...
I have a headache and I'm fucking annoyed. I hate this shit and I hate myself even more. I guess that's why I'm still using. Self harm, maybe. I mean,...
I hit two years sober in November 2018. I am currently in college, and the day before finals I decided it would be a good idea to get drunk with my fr...
I feel like I shouldn't have survived. I took so many pills. I felt like I should have died. I was in so much pain. I was treated like an animal when ...
Today I am 7 days clean from amphetamines. I have also been taking wellbutrin for 7 days, as I've done well on it in the past and it is often prescrib...
Did a bunch of speed for the very first time back in January and felt amazing, as expected. Felt like terrible the next day, as expected. Thing is, I ...
I was diagnosed with ADHD in 2014 and took Methylphenidate for 3 years (40mg XR once daily). It worked for the ADHD, but also increased my anxiety sig...
I'm prescribed 40 mg Adderall IR for ADHD, been taking it for 3 years. During the last 4 or so days I've found myself taking anywhere between 60-90 mg...
I first took adderall back in my first year of college and loved it. The intense focus, sociability, euphoria, the works. I didn't start taking it reg...
Today makes 365 days that I have not put any mind-altering substances into my body. I went to rehab, stayed in an extended-care program for 9 months, ...
To preface: I am 30 years old and went back to school to complete my BS in Biology last fall. I work full time, and about 4 months ago I decided I wan...
I've been badly abusing adderall/vyvanse for the last 2 years after lying to a psych and getting a script. Last September it got so bad that I acciden...
When I was 17, I met a guy who took adderall and I started to dabble with it myself. I lost tons of weight, and got down to 85 lbs (I'm a female) and ...
